My Craziness

Love made me a dreamer    
Lost in your thoughts    
Missing you like crazy    
Every second when you aren’t around    
I feel distant and lonely    
Checking and reading your old texts    
Over and over again    
So that I feel your presence    
But the sadness doesn’t seem to vanish    
I don’t feel like talking to anyone    
Become tongue-tied and absolutely silent    
Tears flow without reason    
A grief strikes me    
Don’t understand    
What’s happening to me    
Should I go away from you    
Far far away    
Will then I be able to be myself once again    
I know it’s impossible    
For how can I breathe without you my air    
How can I?